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I am the one who is not good at it

Following my post about this book before, you can read the synopsis from all 4 books in the publisher website here, as i just want to share a few quotes that hit me the most. These books is for kids age 8-12 years old but still i enjoy it so much. i love it because the words are so relatable and i would like to share it here.

It is from one of the books in the series, book no 3 Confectionately Yours : Sugar and spice.

Source : Scholastic

"Sometimes the people who most want to share are the ones who aren't very good at it". (Papademetriou, 2013, p. 111)

I find myself in that kind of position many times. Sharing personal thought or problem is something i done when someone else is opening up to me. I think i dont really open up to others except for my family. I admit that i am not really good at putting words, my story sound bland and boring as i heard myself when i talk to someone else. Or when the other person seem not interested in my story so its better for me to stop. 

Because i myself feeling that way so i always cut the story short, summarize the story to part i think important and end up feeling why it is always me who listen to others?. I wish others listen to me as much i listen to others. There are people who insist to tell his or her story no matter what and dont really care if the other person pay attention or half halfheartedly listen to it because it is their way 

to release stress or express the pent up feeling inside them. I dont do that. At that time I will become quiet and dont talk to anyone because it is already too loud inside me.

But it is wrong to label all people the same. Maybe it is just me who feel this way, maybe they also want to hear my whole story, I am the one who is not good at it.

'Rambang mata' in library

Hi :),

So, for the last few months I started borrowing books from our closest library or perpustakaan desa which is only 10 minute drive from home. 

After a very long time of not coming to library , it feel amazing to visit one. I was awed with every book i found. I sort of feel 'rambang mata' looking at racks full of books. 

So i happened to stumbled upon this series. i started with the 2nd books and found out that it is a series so i borrow all the book in the series. Confectionately Yours series contain 4 books and each 4 of them is so good for me. The books are for 8 to 12 years old kids but i dont care because i love the story and also maybe because the language level so it suit me, who is not that great in english. hehe

Author : Lisa Papademetriou
Pic from Google

I also managed to find one Haruki Murakami book's and already got the taste of it. Wow, it is like a new world for me. It is certainly different than other books i used to read before. This is the first time for me and im not sure if i understand the whole story or not, but im certain now that his books are really great. I think i will try to read another book from him in the future.

Author : Haruki Murakami
Pic from Google
This book contain 2 short story and sometimes i also a bit confused because i read in English but the setting is in Japan 

Although, the library also provide lots of malay novel which should excite me if i was the person i am in my teen years or early 20s but now i chose to borrow more english books . Still there are a few malay books that i attracted to. Here, we get to borrow 10 books per person and i share it half with my sister. Sometimes we become greedy to have more than 5 books but we know in the end we need to extend the borrowing period because we did not manage to read all of the books in 3 weeks. 

I really want to write a review on books i read but i dont know how to start. i wish i can write a good review like other people do. Still, i will share things i find interesting from books i read from now on. Hope people will like to read it. 

Thank you for reading. 

See you tomorrow :)

Lets talk about me : Tabiat yang mungkin orang lain tak tahu

Aku tak ingat sejak bila aku ada habit atau tabiat macam ni tapi entah macam mana aku memang suka buat macam ni.

Aku antara ramai orang yang suka tukar tukar default picture whatsapp. Selain tu, yang aku selalu tukar tukar, wallpaper handphone, background chat whatsapp, wallpaper desktop. Mestilah tukar kan kadang kadang sama je mesti boring kan.

Kalau kaki selfie lagi la selalu tukar profile picture dekat social media apps dekat whatsapp, mestilah nk letak gambar baru kan, macam aku jugak. Ada setengah orang tukar ikut mood, kadang tak tukar pun, kadang ada mood rasa nak tukar baru tukar.

Tapi aku ada habit atau tabiat untuk tukar gambar atau wallpaper ikut hari atau tarikh yg aku dah set tak tau sejak bila. Pelik tak? Jom baca pelik ke tak pelik.

1. Default picture whatsapp - aku akan tukar setiap 1hb.  Kadang kalau aku lupa, dan masa tu dah 3 ke 4hb aku tukar je lah. takde lah aku tunggu 1hb bulan seterusnya pulak. Hehehe

2. Wallpaper handphone - aku tukar setiap hari jumaat setiap minggu. Dan aku antara orang yang tak suka letak gambar sendiri dekat wallpaper hp. Atau gambar sape sape je lah. Ntahlah kenapa. Aku ada jenis jenis wallpaper atau gambar yang aku akan pilih untuk jadi wallpaper dan aku akan cuba elakkan untuk tak pakai wallpaper yang sama setiap kali.

Current wallpaper for this week. Wallpaper dari salah satu wallpaper thread dekat twitter. not mine.

3. Wallpaper desktop - masa aku kerja dulu aku tukar wallpaper desktop setiap isnin setiap kali lepas masuk office. Macam bagi mood la nak mulakan minggu kerja kan. Dan semua wallpaper jenis pemandangan hijau hijau je yelah kan dah seharian menghadap komputer atleast sejuk sikit mata.

Masa aku study pun memang aku akan tukar setiap minggu, dan kalau minggu exam pulak aku akan guna wallpaper sama dari mula minggu exam sampai habis.

Sejuk je kan rasa bila tengok macam ni
Sumber : New WallpapersHD

4. Whatsapp chat wallpaper - yang ni lain sikit, aku akan tukar bila dah bosan dan memang jenis memilih sikit sebab kadang rasa tak sesuai dengan bubble text whatsapp tu, jadi dah bosan baru tukar dan selalunya aku prefer yang warna gelap.

Tak pasti la ni sejenis tabiat apa tapi memang satu tabiat dari dulu lagi. Sebelum pakai smartphone pun memang akan tukar tukar phone theme tiap tiap minggu siap cari dekat internet, bluetooth dengan kawan yang pakai Sony (sebab dulu pakai Sony so kena cari yang sama). Hehehe

Ok. Tu jelah saja nak share dan first time share kat orang lain. Bila fikir balik pelik pulak aku ni. Entah aku pun tak tahu, mungkin aku jenis suka ada somekind of guide macam ni dari tukar ikut suka hati atau ikut mood. Tak tau lah.  Hehehe korang pulak macam mana?

Lets talk about me : Kpop and me

I was in my Form 3 or Form 4 when i stumbled upon a music video of 13 handsome asian guy dancing and singing together in a sychronize form with language i dont understand. I dont think i accidently found the mv. Maybe i had it copy from my friend. 

It was a period when my father had finally bought a laptop for us. The mv it was from super junior and the one that i remember watching was their song titled U. I dont know anyone of them and just watch the mv. I think it was my first kpop mv and kpop group i know. This is as far as i can recall im not sure if this is true or not.

I went to matriculation college where all of this began. I got my own brand new laptop and this the start of a new evolution.

My roomates introduce me to anything that i need to know about kpop. This is the time when i know about kpop group,  kpop song, anime, live action, korean drama, korean variety show, and many more. I guess it is the start of my youth phase. Where i start learn new things, being more independent after living for the first time far from my family, starting my love relationship, and also one of the turning point of my life.

This is all i can remember. I dont recall anything before that. But whatever. It is not important how i start it is more important what i do with it until now. Which later influence it to my other 2 younger sisters. Until now especially this recent months, there are not single days where we dont talk about kpop. Sometimes we will talk about this for hours. 

Now, we dont only listen to their music or music video, we will follow their news, which program they will be guest on, which stage they will perform, watch their variety show, following their social media or sns activity and everything related to them.

This is not only for kpop idol but also for actor, actress, comedian, soloist singer, band, and everyone. Sometimes, even the producer, manager, the backup dancer and the stylist also included. 

This is not merely about their looks, how cute they are or how gorgeous they can be, no. its their song their passion in music, their talent and how they can make us laugh. Its about their personality where sometimes we can relate, it is an entertainment but it is more than that and somehow we understand and know them, though they dont even know we are exist.

Kpop Group : My Ultimate Group Bias List

If you were given chances to go to any kpop group concert which group you want to go? 

There are many groups that i enjoy listen to their songs but this list is the kpop group that i really want to experience their concert once which mean my top favourite group. This list is in no particular order though i hope it is but what to do i am a multi stan i just appreciate every group that i like so much that i dont know which one i can give up with another. But i will make this list in the order when i start to know them ( i dont really remember actually). Lets start

1. Big Bang

I am sure i start to love them after i watch Haru Haru MV. I watch the video repeatedly and just love them. I try to understand the lyrics but still i am confused until now. For me they are the definition of great kpop group, they are like the king of all. For me no one can be compared to their stage and the energy each time they perform. I always looking forward to their final stage in awards show like MAMA because they will turn it into their concert! I really miss them performing.They made their own music, they have their own style and what i want to highlight the most for me they are so humble. I just love them. TOP and Gdragon have enlisted already and next will be Taeyang followed by Daesung and last Seungri. Jiyong oppa take care and please stay healthy.

2. Girls Generation

They are the definition of kpop girls group for me. For me GG are the goddess of kpop. Seriously. They are so beautiful. I dont really into girl group but GG is different. They are great onstage, funny offstage, and not that the girly type and they can be loud and fun and everything. I love them. I love seohyun the maknae the most. I pay attention to her and start to really like her when she is paired with Yong hwa from CN blue in variety show, We Got Married. I love them. I still wish they can be true couple someday. I think i can talk about each member but i dont want this post to end up too long then it already is. Im not sure what GG will end up to be after all changes they gone through but i will root any decision they made and support every members.

3. BTS or Bangtan Seonyeondan

The mega kpop star of all time especially since last year, last two years? Im not sure. They rose to stardom and broke every record they can and i can feel they are one of the group that will write a new history each time with their achievement. I know them before they are this huge but back then i just listen to their song casually, following their bangtan bomb when i had time, and suddenly dont know anything about them because i started working. And last year i jump into the fandom again after i have so much time in my hand. Started to follow them more closely, having a twitter account following bts stans and keep up to date to their latest news every second. I had this opinion back then, i think they are different. They used different approach to keep fan close to them. They upload bangtan bomb,a video taken back stage before any performance, in the waiting room showing what they are doing, their offstage self and their member interaction. They are using media social mainly twitter as a whole group and not having individual media social in any platform for each member and that is another point why they are huge. This proven when they win Billboard Top Social Award last year and beat Justin Bieber after 6 years winning this award. For me i dare say they are the the only group that really can reach big bang level in terms of everything ( in my opinion, solely for me). Of course you cant not replace them with one another, they are totally different but they are a great kpop group that made their own song, have great talent and i really love that. This is my own opinion. 

4. Blackpink

Another girlgroup that i am looking forward to. The only one i have my eyes on is Jenny because she was in Gdragon That XX MV. She is good and they speak english and i love that. They are the only group after GG that i come to like. From their music their style their personality and everything. After watching Blackpink House i know this girls are good. Of course not the too much girly type and they are fun. I love when they rap and they can do much more. Have you watch their performance of Wonder Girls's So Hot (THEBLACKLABEL remix)? I really love that, totally YG style and Blackpink nail it, the rap part was lit and really suit them. I hope they can make comeback soon (every wish of Blinks right now) because we need to see them more this year with more songs.

*Image credited to google and owner

Disclaimer  : This is my own opinion and my favourite. Lets respect each other favourite. ✌

Lets Talk About Me

Hi. My name is hxna. I am 20+ years old and that is all i will tell you.

I  would like to share my interest and skip anything related to my background details.

Hobbies/ things that i spent too much of my time/ my escape way from reality/ what i want to posts about here:

• Kpop, kdrama, kvariety show, kreality show (everything?)

I love everything from kpop to kdrama to korean variety show and anything fall under the category. You can expect i will talk mostly about this. After fall in love with this hobby back in 2010 (if im not mistaken) i realize this is not a hobby anymore. It have become my life. Especially now. You know what i mean if you follow my post after this.

• Books

I thinks thanks to NILAM program in school when we used to read books and record it that i end up loving book so much. I start when i was Darjah 6 and continue from there. I also have my own personal NILAM-kind-of book to record what i read.  Perhaps i will share what books i read here.

• Japanese manga and anime

This is also started back in 2010. Thank you to one of my roommates introduce me to this. And that is how i started to know more about shoujo anime and also the life action. It was then that i learn about an external hardrive and i buy one because my laptop cant take it anymore. Hehe. The thing about manga is i dont remember when i start collecting gempakstarz comics. But we end up with a 5 years old worth of comic collection and now we dont buy it anymore. I just start to read it online after i own a smartphone until now. Still, It is a precious collection i tell you.

• Games

I love games, despite my age and my status. I have a collection of pc game copy from everywhere i can or download some from the internet. But i only play pc games and phone games. My pc game favourite genre usually time or task mangement, puzzle, and strategy. Im not sure how to explain about what kind of game did i play but i will just share it anyway later.

• Mind talks

One thing i want to write here are how i always have this certain opinion that i find i can never share it directly with anybody. Maybe i did but i feel they dont really get me ( or maybe i just dont get them why they dont get me). In other words i just want to share my feelings here without being judge by someone i know. Haha. That is the whole things about anonymous. And i am one of the person that feel sharing your secret anonymously is way better than sharing with someone you know and know you.

• Anything and everything

Do you sometimes have the urge to suddenly pick up a pen or pencil and a piece of paper and want to write something but you dont know what to write and you end up scribbling the same thing you always does when you do not know what to do with a pen or pencil in your hand? I do have this sometimes. I think it is a way to vent, in a proper meaning i am trying to express everything that i feel i think writing is my way to express but as mentioned above it will only end up with the same things, i will write my own name and draw some flower kindergarten style and some pattern that i love and thats it. I dont know if there are any meaning of this. I think you can find my post about anything random after this. 

I thinks that is all. I dont know if there are any points in listing this out. Maybe not to the readers. Maybe it is just for me. To get thing straight what i seriously want to do with my blog contents. Have fun reading and till you find joy in reading my blog. 

Thank you.